Recovery time.
This past week has been a hell of a ride, too much to blog really. I’m still grokking most of it.
The 2600 meeting was fun, and I finally got to meet the legendary 3rdworm. Pics soon.
I’ve never had a night quite like the recent one which started as a few minutes of admiring the artwork of a friend-of-a-friend, and culminated in no less than eight solid hours of impulsive explorations in absolutely delightful company. It’s very rare indeed I feel so instantly comfortable with someone, it’s like we’ve known each other for ages. Who knows, perhaps we have.
On the flipside, I’ve been fighting one particular battle for far too long. It’s such an old battle that at times it defined me, at others it enslaved me. But, it’s not real.
One of my most basic beliefs has long been that nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists. Therefore, fear is based in illusion.
It’s high time I left this illusion behind. I get glimpses of how utterly wonderful things can be.. and I know I can’t make that my reality until I free myself from old bindings, debts, and illusions.
Spring = rebirth, new beginnings, and infinite possibilities.
I’ve got some serious work to do.
May 8th, 2005 at 2:11 am
hooray for optimism for what could be :-D
June 18th, 2005 at 5:01 pm
Don’t tell Anton he’s legendary… Next thing we know he’ll be getting a big head, etc etc